I use tumblr a whole lot more now.

this is my main tumblr I use this account the most to reblog pictures, quotes and what not.

this is my fangirling tumblr I usually post Beast related stuff and other Kpop related stuff

Feel free to peruse it :)

I might make another blog. Something like Virginia’s, it looks so nice and clean lol. I’ll still keep this blog but it won’t get updated as much.

Until next time…stay tuned :)

Anyways it’s a bit hard to read but I like it so I guess you guys just have to endure it. I’m obsessed with BEAST at the moment soooooo the them is going to be BEAST related for a while until I change my mind.

Okay I will go to sleep for REAL this time lol! Night all (or morning now I guess since it’s like 5.40am)

DISCLAIMER: Background picture & header is not mine, I don’t own it in anyway and I did not make it. I don’t know who did but whoever it is, THANK YOU in advanced and if you have a problem with the picture tell me and I’ll take it down straight away.

I’m listening to a Korean radio station and also looking at the wonderful BEAST’s pictures & following their twitter pages and sorting out my email. I am a very unusual human being.

Just yesterday I stayed up fangirling to BEAST’s songs & youtube videos. The day before that I didn’t sleep until 6am because I was watching some clips of IAN SOMERHALDER (he’s from Vampire Diaries & plays the character DAMON SALVATORE) talking at Comic Con and then I fangirled about him being with his co-star Nina Dobrev. Ugh, I have the most messed up sleeping patterns EVER!

I have a second job now, thanks to the wonderful and beautiful Miss Darwin. The company is called Transfield Services and I am so happy I got a position. Maybe this will help me sleep at normal times? Haha, I hope so because it’s a 8-5 job so I must sleep early in order to catch public transport. I hate public transportation :( but I don’t have a car so I must endure the pain. I’ll still be working at Maccas but only on the weekends though I may quit after a month or two at Transfield Services. We’ll see what happens.

I need to get some rest ==” will put on some “BEAST”LY music and try to fall asleep…hopefully :)

Oh and I find the following pictures of Yoseob (BEAST) to be VERY VERY CUTE <3

My favourite is kitty cat Yoseob <3 <3

So many things have happened during those months. The good, the bad and of course more change of views on the world and the people around me.

Well this will be a short post.

I just want to say Happy New Years (albeit 3 days late but it’s here nonetheless) and I hope everyone will fulfill their new year’s resolution. I for one do not have one because all these years that I’ve been making resolutions, none of them have been completed completely. This year will be a “go with the flow” kinda thing. I will say that I want to lose some weight this year and that’s all. Having a long list will just make me feel like I HAVE to do these things instead of doing it out of free will. Am I making sense? Of course not. It’s nearly 2 am and I cannot sleep :( boo insomnia you whore (sorry for the language).

Oh that’s another thing I will reflect upon. The use of my language. Or lack therefore of. I’ve been stuttering a lot again lately. The last time my stuttering was so bad was when I was a little kid. I don’t know why it’s coming back. So this stuttering thing is making me self conscience, added to my weight and wala no self esteem for trammie. Yea so my stuttering is causing me to stay a mute with friends and work mates. Has anyone realised that I’ve been quiet lately? Hmm maybe not.

Anyways this is turning out to be a long post. Once again, Happy New Years and I hope you all have a great year!

In the morning we had yum cha at Iron Chef. I couldn’t tell if it was bad or good cuz I was sick so I just gobbled everything down without tasting anything >.<

I could tell my brother wasn’t too happy in the morning because he wanted to buy WOW but we all said he could have anything but that since its a BIG waste of money. Then I had to go Bankstown with Tri for lawyers and then I met the family back at Liverpool and we went into Big W so that I could find a present for my little bro since everyone already bought him one. He wanted Call of Duty 4 but it hasn’t come out yet…not until the 11th so we bought other stuff for the time being.

Then afterwards we picked up his cake from Tim Tims and went to Cabravale and ate dinner. I had steak but nothing can compare to Cook Hill’s steak <3 and after dinner we had CAKE! Tim Tims cakes are the best too :3 was so nice and fluffy and *drooools* I have pics but I haven’t added them onto the comp yet soooooooo I’ll repost them later :D

So then I went to cabra to meet Zee, Kong and pan and we ate. Then we went to shop around at parra. I’ve got blisters from my flats >.< and thanks to Zee for getting me bandaids :)
Afterwards we went to watch vampires suck. It was a super weird movie. It's a spoof/parody about the twilight saga. It was funny at times but really crazy at the same time lol. If you wanna watch I don't really recommend it since it's a waste of money. I ate too much sweet stuff and now I'm feeling really sick. It's like a sugar high but I'm still feeling tireds.

There's a movie I wanna watch called Easy A. It seems really interesting! can't wait for it to come out! Also despicable me looks cool too! It comes out on the 9.9.10 I think and that's Lilas's birthday! Maybe we could go watch it? :)

Today was a good day.

Darwin, Sana and I went to eat at Rashay’s. Then went to Liverpool Westfields. Looked at movies in different stores.

Then back to Cabra. Darwin dyed her hair!! I’m jealous. I LOVE THE COLOUR. It turned out great :3

I want to re-dye my hair too.

Then we went to Ching’s house to bum around.

Watched another episode of USO. I got freaked out because of the ghost stories T^T

Decided to eat pizza so I had to call up & order because Ching and Darwin are chickens on the phone with strangers :3 (jokes please don’t kill me)

Played UNO while we waited.

Pizza arrived and we ate while watching Minutes to Win it on channel 7. Was interesting.

Then played some more UNO after eating.

Darwin’s bro came not soon after and he drove us home.

And that was my very eventful day.

I’m so lazy to type cuz of the tiredness so if this post isn’t in proper English please forgive me.

Work on Thursday. Dreading to be put on drive-thru. PLEASE DON’T PUT ME ON DRIVE THRU. Please dear God&Buddha.

The food I ate today is not digesting properly. I am not liking it at all.

I really despise my “father”.

Then you get somebody else to leave me a message in my inbox, telling me to return stuff. I ALREADY TOLD YOU I WOULD WHEN I GET THE CHANCE TO.

But now, since you couldn’t even face me to ask me properly I’m just gonna ignore that message. Unless you leave the message yourself. Then that’s a different story. Geez.

Anyways it’s been a busy week for me. Started my job at maccas and I find it a bit brain-harrowing. It brings back memories of when I was still working at Reddies. My first training shift was a bit scary and I was so nervous >< but the crew trainer is sooooooooo nice and I really like her. She’s so patient with me and helps me with everything. Yesterday I had another training shift and the crew trainer taught me about drive-thru. IT’S SO CONFUSING!!!!! Why? Because there’s 2 lanes!! I kept getting tongue tied and was so confused about which button to press on the headset >.< but again my crew trainer was really patient with me and she guided me through it.

Next week is my first real shift. Working for only 4.5 hours though. I hope I won’t be too confused. Although some of the burgers on the cash register is really hard to understand and I’m still a noob at reading it. Le sigh. It’s also much more hectic and fast paced!!! I had trouble reading the orders on the black screen and also packing them too but towards the last hour or so of my shift I started to get the hang of it and I could pack front’s orders. I feel so bad not being able to back drive-thru’s orders though because it gets waaaaay hectic since there are 2 order lanes and they always park cars straight away if the orders aren’t packed fast. -___-” I hope I can get my act together soon (although I really dread doing drive-thru!! I hated doing drive through at reddies and now at maccas it’s more frustrating and confusing for me ><).

I’m really worried about my mum finding us another place to live since we have to move soon =/ she keeps telling me not to worry but I can’t help it. Although I trust her completely (she really surprises me sometimes with things like these) and I know we’ll be able to find a place. It’s just that my mum’s really picky and that’s never a good thing at times like these.

Hmmm what else was there that I wanted to write…oh yeah. I’m having second thoughts. AGAIN. I blame it on the stereotypical guys in movies and romance books. LE SIGH. Don’t know what I was expecting for having such high expectations.

I just don’t know what I want anymore >.>